(Sunday, August 31, 2008/11:29 PM)
sentimental
before and after.
okay i admit.
i shouldn't have read it all at one go.
but it's not like i regret it.
after all the ending was wonderful.
and it was warm.
well i get some time on a laptop now. which is why i'm posting.
or should i say.
i'm hogging it. can't help it.
old habits stay.
well now to continue slacking off.
sort of.
i am working hard.
a bit.
but i suppose.
in all.
once there is something important.
people will change.
and the world will change with them.
hopefully i'll find something important to hold on to as well.
or maybe i already have.
well.
i'll just be paitient.
it'll come soon enough.
and in the meantime.
i'll prepare for it.
before and after.
okay i admit.
i shouldn't have read it all at one go.
but it's not like i regret it.
after all the ending was wonderful.
and it was warm.
well i get some time on a laptop now. which is why i'm posting.
or should i say.
i'm hogging it. can't help it.
old habits stay.
well now to continue slacking off.
sort of.
i am working hard.
a bit.
but i suppose.
in all.
once there is something important.
people will change.
and the world will change with them.
hopefully i'll find something important to hold on to as well.
or maybe i already have.
well.
i'll just be paitient.
it'll come soon enough.
and in the meantime.
i'll prepare for it.
(Wednesday, August 27, 2008/2:20 PM)
essentially
tired.
somewhat.
breaks now and then are good after all.
oh well.
it'll all be over soon anyway. hopefully.
and then i can go back to no-lifing all over again.
and also hopefully be able to come back from the trip thing early. not that i don't value china.
that's it for now i suppose.
better than nothing.
oh and a random quote to end it all.
in this wide world.
of all the people out there.
the luck that brought us all together...
tired.
somewhat.
breaks now and then are good after all.
oh well.
it'll all be over soon anyway. hopefully.
and then i can go back to no-lifing all over again.
and also hopefully be able to come back from the trip thing early. not that i don't value china.
that's it for now i suppose.
better than nothing.
oh and a random quote to end it all.
in this wide world.
of all the people out there.
the luck that brought us all together...
(Tuesday, August 19, 2008/6:40 PM)
problem
gah.
melvin asked me to post. so yeah.
no more sinfest though. cant find out how to add images through the ipod. oh well.
end of post.
gah.
melvin asked me to post. so yeah.
no more sinfest though. cant find out how to add images through the ipod. oh well.
end of post.
(Thursday, August 07, 2008/8:51 PM)
imaginable
i realise that i'm using pictures to describe whatever nonsense i'm going to write about for the day.
and there we go again.
what a flirt.
i realise i haven't been studying today.
better start now.
which is a good thing because.
once you resolve to start you will eventually.
i think.
and i'm writing in my lines again.
oh no.
well anyway, stuff is coming to an end. i'm pretty glad last season kind of overflowed into now. otherwise there wouldn't be anything to watch except whatever is up there (which isn't bad either way).
not to mention translation. well tomorrow is a half day anyway and we're all just going to sit there and do nothing until its all over. people make mistakes sometimes. it's true.
oh yes. olympics. well either way maybe i will watch maybe i won't watch. we'll just leave it to fate to decide. or. well. i can't really say much else. sports are sports. and sports aren't my thing. although i'm still a fit and active person. which is good.
oh and kaiba.
sometimes it kind of makes me wonder why this world is so full of deceit.
conflicting ambitions end up with everyone killing each other on the throne.
is it so hard to live without this power?
but we soon know what's to come.
and in the end, the hero, with no shining armor.
just a single gun clutched in his battered hand.
and everything.
everything.
will be alright.
i realise that i'm using pictures to describe whatever nonsense i'm going to write about for the day.
and there we go again.
what a flirt.
i realise i haven't been studying today.
better start now.
which is a good thing because.
once you resolve to start you will eventually.
i think.
and i'm writing in my lines again.
oh no.
well anyway, stuff is coming to an end. i'm pretty glad last season kind of overflowed into now. otherwise there wouldn't be anything to watch except whatever is up there (which isn't bad either way).
not to mention translation. well tomorrow is a half day anyway and we're all just going to sit there and do nothing until its all over. people make mistakes sometimes. it's true.
oh yes. olympics. well either way maybe i will watch maybe i won't watch. we'll just leave it to fate to decide. or. well. i can't really say much else. sports are sports. and sports aren't my thing. although i'm still a fit and active person. which is good.
oh and kaiba.
sometimes it kind of makes me wonder why this world is so full of deceit.
conflicting ambitions end up with everyone killing each other on the throne.
is it so hard to live without this power?
but we soon know what's to come.
and in the end, the hero, with no shining armor.
just a single gun clutched in his battered hand.
and everything.
everything.
will be alright.
(Monday, August 04, 2008/10:04 PM)
nothing
what a flirt.
well one day i'll come to look back on my life and think how stupid i must be to spend so many hours watching a program that is nothing but talking tigers, crows, food, and cashmere.
and yes, i am going to eventually rick roll a thousand people in [EDIT]a non-educational or educational institution that i may not go to (ohs noes i said "OOOOOO") at once. all part of the great plan. why i'm even talking in this manner is unknown. maybe for once this change is somewhat good. even i'm beginning to feel that way.
studying. well. i've been getting along. now to figure out how i reduce the time (from 3 hours) i correct my own silly wrong answers. especially for the questions with 9 marks. well nobody said it was going to be easy.
but either way i still have 37 episodes. who says i'm done for yet? so i' guess i'll take a short break off it to preserve some episodes and go along watching those "look and sigh" shows. nobody said there was decent entertainment to be found everywhere.
either way. there isn't much time left. but i'm done for today anyway. so yeah. time to copy some lyrics again.
a butler is one who serves.
a butler is one who dedicates himself.
a butler is a formal guardian supports the days of his master.
yes.
this is a super combat story of a boy who fights, risking his life to save a girl.
wait a minute, that's not lyrics.
our future we placed
in the earth's hands,
moves on like
a gust of wind.
it's boring to sulk away,
losing to your destiny.
it's so lame.
a truth that started with a lie.
regret is what you deserve for what you have done.
if you try, anything can be done.
a great wave is riding over me.
let it take you away.
misinterpreted dreams,
hopes that miss the mark,
wish for them strongly, and one day,
they'll come true.
let's run and
kick up the dust,
like the oh so
whimsical wind.
wind, wind.
it's all about wind.
one day i'll stand here.
and just float away.
carried to somewhere we all won't know.
what a flirt.
well one day i'll come to look back on my life and think how stupid i must be to spend so many hours watching a program that is nothing but talking tigers, crows, food, and cashmere.
and yes, i am going to eventually rick roll a thousand people in [EDIT]a non-educational or educational institution that i may not go to (ohs noes i said "OOOOOO") at once. all part of the great plan. why i'm even talking in this manner is unknown. maybe for once this change is somewhat good. even i'm beginning to feel that way.
studying. well. i've been getting along. now to figure out how i reduce the time (from 3 hours) i correct my own silly wrong answers. especially for the questions with 9 marks. well nobody said it was going to be easy.
but either way i still have 37 episodes. who says i'm done for yet? so i' guess i'll take a short break off it to preserve some episodes and go along watching those "look and sigh" shows. nobody said there was decent entertainment to be found everywhere.
either way. there isn't much time left. but i'm done for today anyway. so yeah. time to copy some lyrics again.
a butler is one who serves.
a butler is one who dedicates himself.
a butler is a formal guardian supports the days of his master.
yes.
this is a super combat story of a boy who fights, risking his life to save a girl.
wait a minute, that's not lyrics.
our future we placed
in the earth's hands,
moves on like
a gust of wind.
it's boring to sulk away,
losing to your destiny.
it's so lame.
a truth that started with a lie.
regret is what you deserve for what you have done.
if you try, anything can be done.
a great wave is riding over me.
let it take you away.
misinterpreted dreams,
hopes that miss the mark,
wish for them strongly, and one day,
they'll come true.
let's run and
kick up the dust,
like the oh so
whimsical wind.
wind, wind.
it's all about wind.
one day i'll stand here.
and just float away.
carried to somewhere we all won't know.
(Sunday, August 03, 2008/8:47 PM)
surface
i realise the conversation actually meant something.
that the distance has not changed one bit.
it means i still can hope.
hopefully.
means i can afford to wait.
somehow once this is all over.
i can wait.
i think i can.
because the one who smiles last.
is the earnest and diligent one.
so some day.
one day.
i'll be done waiting.
well anyway.
on the bright side.
at least i can get problems right.
that's a motivational factor. in a way.
translation nation.
have to get to that as well.
oh well.
i'll start tomorrow. in class.
after all i believe i learn more at home.
should have home-schooled.
but if i did i wouldn't be thinking all this stuff anyway (and no that's not because OBVIOUSLY i was home-schooled).
so yes.
off i go.
and to, well, erm.
anyway, i hope you had fun.
and yeah.
i'll be waiting.
of crows and cashmere.
i'll be back in that world again.
and i'll be waiting.
i realise the conversation actually meant something.
that the distance has not changed one bit.
it means i still can hope.
hopefully.
means i can afford to wait.
somehow once this is all over.
i can wait.
i think i can.
because the one who smiles last.
is the earnest and diligent one.
so some day.
one day.
i'll be done waiting.
well anyway.
on the bright side.
at least i can get problems right.
that's a motivational factor. in a way.
translation nation.
have to get to that as well.
oh well.
i'll start tomorrow. in class.
after all i believe i learn more at home.
should have home-schooled.
but if i did i wouldn't be thinking all this stuff anyway (and no that's not because OBVIOUSLY i was home-schooled).
so yes.
off i go.
and to, well, erm.
anyway, i hope you had fun.
and yeah.
i'll be waiting.
of crows and cashmere.
i'll be back in that world again.
and i'll be waiting.
(Friday, August 01, 2008/10:32 PM)
setback
now this is more like gotham.
yes i was supposed to be studying.
but sinfest,
oh glorious sinfest.
makes me treasure my computer a whole lot more.
besides that.
study time starts now.
apart from a few cookies left in the fridge (yes silly of me i know).
all that's left of the fun are the memories.
so we'll treasure them somehow.
and once this is all over.
we'll go back to the fun again.
all over again.
i keep remind myself not to use "we".
after all, it is a wretched world out there.
but maybe just to keep a memory.
of the times we were oh so young and naive.
there. i said it again.
anyway.
time to get back to speaking like a normal person.
games are done.
fun is over.
well maybe i still can have fun studying.
who knows.
but in it all.
i somehow don't regret this course of action.
i guess it's for the best.
after all, you won't want to do it anymore once you start regretting.
so i'll just take this chance and keep deceiving myself.
so yeah.
off i go.
goodbye, whoever who is out there.
then again no.
but yes.
time to stop arguing with myself.
and go for real.
now this is more like gotham.
yes i was supposed to be studying.
but sinfest,
oh glorious sinfest.
makes me treasure my computer a whole lot more.
besides that.
study time starts now.
apart from a few cookies left in the fridge (yes silly of me i know).
all that's left of the fun are the memories.
so we'll treasure them somehow.
and once this is all over.
we'll go back to the fun again.
all over again.
i keep remind myself not to use "we".
after all, it is a wretched world out there.
but maybe just to keep a memory.
of the times we were oh so young and naive.
there. i said it again.
anyway.
time to get back to speaking like a normal person.
games are done.
fun is over.
well maybe i still can have fun studying.
who knows.
but in it all.
i somehow don't regret this course of action.
i guess it's for the best.
after all, you won't want to do it anymore once you start regretting.
so i'll just take this chance and keep deceiving myself.
so yeah.
off i go.
goodbye, whoever who is out there.
then again no.
but yes.
time to stop arguing with myself.
and go for real.